excited much!!! ^_^

excited na kong mag 2013... im claiming it as my year! yey! #keepingthefaith #bepositive #happyness ^_^

happy birthday...

happy birthday bebe koh.. i love you so much! thanks for everything.. :*

some thoughts...

today im thankful for everything.. for my family.. for my friends.. for a partner.. for all the blessings.. for all the joy and laughter.. even for all the obstacles.. i may not have the most of everything, but im happy and grateful for the things that i have.

dati, i prayed to God na sana He'll give me enough things.. enough money, enough happiness, enough everything. He grant it yes, but along the way, i turned out to be ungrateful. those enough things became not enough for me.. but then He made me realized that im so lucky to have what i need. may i dont have all things that i want, but surely i have things that i need and more.. and for that i am grateful..

Lord, thank you for everything.. this post might not be enough, but i know that You know how happy and grateful i am for all the blessings that You're giving me.. sorry if may mga times that im ungrateful.. and super thank you for always being faithful to me.. I LOVE YOU LORD! thank you! :)

1 Thessalonians 4:11-12

read this bible verse from patty's blog a few weeks ago... so inspiring.. :)

photo taken from google images

i promise that i will...

1. start saving
2. finish paying off my debts
3. stop looking for airline promos
4. limit my trips/travels
5. stop checking for cashcashpinoy, metrodeal, ensogo & the likes for discount vouchers
6. limit myself to gimmicks & eat-outs esp. buffet

SO HELP ME GOD!!! ^_^

#lss: tonight... fm static

i remember the times we spent together on those drives
we had a million questions all about our lives
and when we got to new york, everything felt right
i wish you were here with me tonight

i remember the days we spent together were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin' except we always woke up
never thought not having you here now, would hurt so much

tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up
and every night i miss you
i can just look up and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

i remember the time you told me about when you were eight
and all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
i remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
all the times we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late

i remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
when it hurt so bad sometimes not having you here

 i sing
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up
and every night i miss you
i can just look up and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

i sing, tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up
and every night i miss you
i can just look up and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

fave text for the day... ^_^

hehehehe =)

#inspirational: text messages around the corner...

#1: a turtle once said:
no matter how heavy my bearings are,
its God's choice to make me carry the luggage.
for its the only way, i will be protected...

#2: the paradox of life:
everybody wants to live long but doesn't want to get old;
everybody wants to go to heaven, but nobody wants to die; and
nobody seems to realize that in our life's journey, no one has reached the finish line alive.

#3: a hand-made wallet
an ill child was brought to a hospital...
after her treatment, the mother showed the doctor a hand-made wallet and said:
"there are things we can't pay, i hope you take this wallet i made for you"
the doctor said:
"i don't practice for sentimental reasons. pay me 10,000"
the lady opened the wallet, took out 50,000 and gave the doctor 10,000.
then she replied:
"you are a very good doctor but i wish you were a better person"

#lss: the man who can't be moved... the script

["first heard at GGV... ganda ng version ni JM & Jason.. na-lss tuloy ako.. hehe.. enjoy!!!"^-^]

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I've been in love with you

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

Policeman says son you can't stay here
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl, oh whoa
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we meet
Oh, you see me waiting for you on a corner of the street

So I'm not moving
('Cause if one day you wake up, find that you're missing me)
I'm not moving
(And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be)
I'm not moving
(Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet)
I'm not moving
(Oh, you see me waiting for you on a corner of the street)

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move

tenchu po... ^_^

nabasa ko na!!! hehehe.. thanks po.. love u too.. mwah mwah mwah =)

hello summer

vacay in bora is about to end! hello... HONG KONG!!! =)

updating... updating...

time to update blogs pics & entries... hay.. ang bagal ng multiply.. hehehe.. buti na lang hindi ako nagmamadali.. =)

#lss: hey soul sister... by train

Hey, hey, hey

Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains
I knew I wouldn't forget you, and so I went and let you blow my mind
Your sweet moonbeam, the smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided, you're the one I have decided who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
Hey, hey,hey

Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one-track mind like me
You gave my life direction, a game show love connection we can't deny
I'm so obsessed, my heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna, and I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight

The way you can cut a rug, watching you's the only drug I need
You're so gangsta, I'm so thug, you're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see, I can be myself now finally, in fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you be with me

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do tonight,
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
Hey, hey,hey

Tonight

Hey, hey,hey

Tonight

happy birthday... to ME!!! ^_^

***a very late post***

after 11 days, now lang ako nakapagblog ulit. this time, to say thank you to everyone who remember me in my special day! naks! kala mo ang dami.. hehe.. pero infairness, super thankful and happy ako that families, friends, and officemates kahit yung hindi ko masyadong kaclose, remember to greet me. some even bother to give me gifts! yey! hehe.. :)

at the start, mejo badtrip kasi may nang-away sakin eh.. pagalitan ako talaga sa phone habang asa fx ako.. asar! hmp.. :/ infairness, bawing-bawi naman.. hehe.. buying me cream puff kahit ang layo nun sa office at super lakas pa ng ulan.. pde na, ryt!?! tas may teaser png snickers yun.. hehe.. pero ang pinakanakakatouch is the surprise dinner. after shift (since i need to work kasi walang VL at hello blackout yung date ng bday ko), he waited for me sa unit. weeehhhh.. im so surprised kasi may dinner xang dala... sinigang, which is may fave ulam of all time and porkchop.. oh di ba, ang bonga na ng day ko.. may happy cream puff na ko, may cake pa (from unicef), may snickers, may dinner pa.. tas may 1 pang surprise! may red rose ako! hehehe.. yan ang epekto pag kasunod ng birthday mo ang vday... tas madaling araw pa ang uwi mo.. isahan na lang ang celeb.. hehehe.. ang saya lang..

the following day, may pahabol pa. i received another ER, sakto nung bday ko.. hahaha.. ako na ang espesyal! =)

super thankful ako kay God, kasi He never fails to give me the best on my special day... laging may mga surprises and blessings.. :)

to everyone, madaming madaming thank yous ulit.. iluvu all guys.. mwaaahhhh... <3

#inspirational: NEVER JUDGE ANYONE

***repost: saw this article from a friend's fb page.***
 
A doctor entered the hospital in hurry after being called in for an urgent surgery. He answered the call ASAP, changed his clothes and went directly to the surgery block.

He found the boy’s father going and coming in the hall waiting for the doctor. Once seeing him, the dad yelled: “Why did you take all this time to come? Don’t you know that my son’s life is in danger? Don’t you have the sense of responsibility?”

The doctor smiled and said: “I am sorry, I wasn’t in the hospital and I came the fastest I could after receiving the call…… And now, I wish you’d calm down so that I can do my work”

“Calm down?! What if your son was in this room right now, would you calm down? If your own son dies now what will you do??” said the father angrily

The doctor smiled again and replied: “I will say what Job said in the Holy Bible “From dust we came and to dust we return, blessed be the name of God”. Doctors cannot prolong lives. Go and intercede for your son, we will do our best by God’s grace”

“Giving advice when we’re not concerned is so easy” Murmured the father.

The surgery took some hours after which the doctor went out happy, “Thank God! Your son is saved!”

And without waiting for the father’s reply he carried on his way running. “If you have any question, ask the nurse!!”

“Why is he so arrogant? He couldn’t wait some minutes so that I ask about my son’s state” Commented the father when seeing the nurse minutes after the doctor left.

The nurse answered, tears coming down her face: “His son died yesterday in a road accident, he was in the burial when we called him for your son’s surgery. And now that he saved your son’s life, he left running to finish his son’s burial.”

NEVER JUDGE ANYONE because you never know how their life is and as to what is happening or what they’re going through.

#lss: beautiful days... kyla

i see BEAUTIFUL DAYS with you
i feel beautiful ways of LOVING YOU
you’ve touched MY HEART so deeply
and i can’t THANK GOD enough
for all the beautiful days WITH YOU

i FEEL beautiful ways of loving you
everything is just so WONDERFUL
EVERY LITTLE THING is just so beautiful
when i SPEND it with you

you came along in an UNEXPECTED TIME
it was so DIVINE knowing you are mine
it feels so right when i look into YOUR EYES
i never knew that LOVE could make me feel this way
i can’t wait for the day when i can TRULY say

i see BEAUTIFUL DAYS with you
i feel beautiful ways of LOVING YOU
you’ve touched MY HEART so deeply
and i can’t THANK GOD enough
for all the beautiful days WITH YOU

i FEEL beautiful ways of loving you
everything is just so WONDERFUL
EVERY LITTLE THING is just so beautiful
when i SPEND it with you

YOU (woh, oh who) you

with you i felt fine (so RIGHT)

i’ve sang so many songs in STAGES
with THOUSANDS of them watching me
but you’re HERE with me now
and i sing this SONG to you
to you, BABY
just for you… JUST FOR YOU

i see BEAUTIFUL DAYS with you
i feel beautiful ways of LOVING YOU
you’ve touched MY HEART so deeply
and i can’t THANK GOD enough
for all the beautiful days WITH YOU

i FEEL beautiful ways of loving you
everything is just so WONDERFUL
EVERY LITTLE THING is just so beautiful
when i SPEND it with you

YOU

malapit na!!!

BIRTHDAY ko na!!! hehehe.. :)

topic for the day... '''''''''''APOSTROPHE''''''''''' ^_^

the uses of apostrophe! yan ang topic namin sa office kanina habang naghihintay ng calls. based on definition, it is used to show possession. madali lang naman xang gamitin eh. example, pen of anne is also same as anne's pen... pero xiempre, gaya ng madaming rules sa english (sbi nga ni sheza, english is a living language! therefore, its complicated! hehehe). isa sa classic example nito ay ang usage ng apostrophe sa words ending in -s. there are 2 ways of using it, 1. just by putting apostrophe after the word ending in s (eg.  tom woods' business) 2. using the common 's (eg. tom woods's business). according to dummies.com, both are acceptable. ang reason lng for using the second way is for those na nahihirapan ipronounce yun una. pero mas effort xa kasi you need to produce more saliva. hehehe.. :)

#repost: 1-5... funny! =)

hehe.. the other day, pinakita ng pamangkin ko yung results ng mga exams nya.. he's so proud coz he got 10s in the tests.. sabi q sa knya dapat laging 10 un makuha nya pra very good xa lagi.. ang sagot ba naman sakin...

kasi minsan un mga tests namin 1-5 lng eh!!!

hehe.. oonga naman.. pano sya makaka10, kung 1-5 lng un exams.. hehe.. =)

#repost: ang mga LALAKE at ang mga BABAE talaga oo...

ANG MGA BABAE TALAGA OO
 by redrope
 
*grabe. usapang lalake*

*sindi ng yosi*

*hithit*

*buga*

Musta na, pare? Ako, okay lang. Eto. Nagmumuni-muni. Nag-iisip. Minsan talaga may mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan. Ewan ko ba.

*hinga ng malalim*

Bakit ba ganun pare, ilang beses ko na pinag-aralan pero lagi na lang lumalabas na parang kahit 'sang anggulo mo tingnan, hindi nagiging patas para sa mga lalake ang ilang bagay pagdating sa pagmamahal.

*tingin sa stars*

Minsan naiisip ko, alam kaya ng mga babae ang hirap ng lalake na gumawa ng first move para magtapat ng pagmamahal?

Eh yung hirap na dinadaanan sa panliligaw at pagsuyo sa mahal nya?

Ang feeling ng masaktan pag nabasted?

Malamang-lamang siguro, hindi ano. Wala naman yata silang alam sa mga paghihirap naten e. Ang alam lang ata nila e mamili, manakit, at magsaya. Tingin mo?

*tingin sa malayo*

Lagi naman ganun. Una pa lang, lalake na ang naghihirap.

Hassle saten ang panliligaw pero bago pa yun, kung ano pang diskarte ang gagawin naten para masabi naten sa kanila na mahal natin sila. Alam kaya nila yun?

Mahirap magsabi na mahal mo na yung babae, diba?

Tapos liligawan pa naten. Patutunayan na mahal nga sila. Susuyuin to-the-max. Maghahatid sa bahay, tutulungan, sasabayan, palalamunin, pagtyatyagaan, lahat na. Kulang na lang e pagsilbihan mo nang walang sahod.

At ano ang kapalit?

Well, depende sa trip nila.

Oo tol, sa trip lang nila. Wala silang pake kesehodang mahal natin talaga sila. Basta ang alam nila, pag di nila tayo trip, isang malaking HINDE ang makukuha naten, kahit umiyak pa tayo ng dugo o lumuhod sa mga asing buu-buo. Para lang silang namimili ng damit na 'di man lang sinusukat bago ayawan.

Kaya kahit mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal natin, sorry tayo.

Hindi nila alam kung mahal mo sila. Kailangan mong maabot ang kanilang mga standards o uuwi ka lang na bad trip, iiling-iling, at minsan, luhaan.

Wala tayong magagawa, marami silang alibi.

"Hindi pa 'ko ready eh..."

"Sorry pero I think we should just be friends.."

"Ha? Uhhmm..nagpapatawa ka ba? Hahahaha.."

"Better luck next time na lang muna, okay lang?"

"Give me a decade. Pag-iisipan ko muna.."

"Para lang kitang kapatid e.."

Yaddah yaddah.

Isang malaking pagsasaklob ng langit at lupa 'yon para saten.

*kuha ng bote ng beer*

*lagok*

*lunok*

At hindi lang 'yon tol. Sa pre-relationship stage pa lang yon. Pag sinagot na nila tayo, satin pa rin ang hassle.

Tayo daw ang mga lalake kaya tayo ang hahawak ng relasyon. Tayo ang aayos kung may gulo; tayo ang dapat magpapakabait; tayo ang magtatyaga; tayo ang magiging devoted at faithful; tayo, tayo tayo.

Sila? Ummm? Teka, isipin ko.

Ayun.

Sila ang magsasabi kung anong oras kayo dapat magmeet; sila ang magtetext ng mga mushy at kabalbalang texts; sila ang magdedemand sayo ng kung anu-ano; sila ang magbabawal; sila ang magsasabi kung kelan ka dapat mag-shave, kung kelan ka pwedeng tumawag sa bahay nila, kung kelan sila di dapat bad tripin dahil meron sila, at kung kelan ka corny.

Ewan. Ganun ata talaga.

*kuha ng bote ng beer*

*lagok*

*lunok*

Hindi pa yun tapos pare, dahil dapat tayo ang bahala kung ano ang magiging takbo ng relasyon. Pag maganda, eh di okay. Pag may problema, kasalanan naten. Haay buhay. Minsan talaga kung tutuusin sakit sila ng ulo. Kaya lang mahal naten kaya di na natin iniintindi yun.

*hinga ng malalim*

Pero alam mo tol, feeling ko mas sincere pa tayo magmahal sa kanila. Alam mo yun, iba tayo magmahal e. Hindi lang parang laru-laro lang. Seryoso. At kung magmahal man tayo, lubus-lubusan. Mas mature. Hindi yung parang pambata lang gaya nila na kesyo magseselos-selos, iiyak-iyak, iina-inarte, dadradrama, at kung anu-ano pa. Hindi lang kababawan. Ka-mushyhan. Kababaihan. Iba tayo pag nagmahal.

*hinga ng malalim*

*tingin sa malayo ulit*

At ito pa ang pinakamasaklap.

*singhot*

Ang ending ng relasyon. Sa mga panahong 'to, either sawa na sila, hindi na tayo trip, may nahanap na silang better saten, o kaya they need f*cking space and time muna.

Bad trip no? Wala na naman tayong choice. Sila ang masusunod.

At ano pa ang kasamang hassle don? Syempre wasak na ang imahe naten. Tayo ang lalabas na may kasalanan. Na playboy.

Na nagpapaiyak.

Tayo siyempre ang mga antagonist at sila yung mga bidang inaapi at parang mga pusang iiyak-iyak.

Ang ending: mag-ooffer sila ng "friendship" kuno matapos tayong pagsawaan, lahat ng gifts naten nasa kanila, sawi tayo sa pag-ibig, "player" na ang image naten, at higit sa lahat, mag-iisip kung papaano ipagpapatuloy ang buhay. Maiiwan tayong tulala, mag-iisip kung saan nagkamali, mamomroblema sa pag-aadjust sa pagiging single, at di na naman makakatulog.

Haay buhay. Ang hirap maging lalake. Lagi ka na lang naiiwan sa ere. Ano? Hindi ka na nagsalita? In-love ka no?

Ako, kamusta? Eto. Yoyosi-yosi. Bubuntong-buntong hininga. Titingin-tingin sa bituin. Mumuni-muni. Lalagok-lagok ng alak.

Ang mga babae talaga, oo.

---

ANG MGA LALAKE TALAGA, OO 
(tugon kay redrope) by xristel

Ano ba itong si redrope?

Kaming mga babae na naman ang nakita. Lalake, agrabyado. Lalake, kinakawawa. Lalake, hindi maintindihan. Hmmp, parang masyado yatang nagisa ang mga kabaro ko.

Tungkol sa pagiging patas sa ngalan ng pag-ibig, kami naman ang laging talo ah, hindi kayo. Kami ang laging lugi, kami ang laging nawawalan at iniiwan.

Kapag ngumiti ka na ng konti, nag-ayos ng konti pagkakamalan ka nang malandi. Hindi pangseryosohang relasyon. Marinig lang nila na malakas kang magsalita, palengkera ka na. T.O. kagad sa kanila iyon. Mahilig silang tumingin sa mga babaeng sexy manamit, kulang nalang makita na kaluluwa. Pero kapag babaeng seryosohin at gustong ligawan dapat disente, dapat mala-anghel ang mukha, dapat mukhang inosente. Tapos kami pa raw ang mahilig mamili?

Parang baliktad yata?

Ok, ayan nanliligaw na si lalake. Dapat pakipot ka para suyuin ka, para habulin ka pa lalo.

Kapag hindi ka naman nagpakipot "easy to get" naman ang tingin sa iyo.

Hindi ka na seseryosohin. Sino bang may sabing magpaalila kayo, di naman namin hawak ang buhay niyo. Natural lang na magtiis kayo, may gusto kayo sa amin eh. Kapag nakuha niyo na iyon wala na lahat ng mga paghihirap niyo, babaliktad na ang sitwasyon kami naman ang mamromroblema. Para lang kayong may gustong bilhin na bagay. Upang mabili ito kailangan munang magsakripisyo, magtipid, magtiis. Pag nabili na at mapagsawaan wala na, balewala na. Diyan ka na sa tabi-tabi.

"Tawagan nalang kita pag trip ko o kaya'y pag may gusto akong ipagawa sa iyo."

Ano pa ba? Eh di sinagot mo na diba. Utang na loob pa natin yun. Dahil naghirap daw sila sa panliligaw dapat masuklian natin iyon ng higit pa. Sa umpisa kailangan malambing ka, maayos at laging magsisilbi sa kanya. Ayaw daw nilang humawak ng relasyon, pero kapag ikaw naman ang nagmando, aba, masasakal naman. Sasabihin pa sa iyo "demanding" ka.

Meron ka pang maririnig na "I think we need space" at kung anu-ano pang ek-ek.

Sino rin may sabing di dapat kami magpakabait, maging devoted at faithful?

Kapag kami ang sumuway niyang mga iyan, iba na ang tingin sa amin.

Malandi na kami, haliparot, pakawala, makikay at kung anu-ano pang mga bansag ang itatawag sa amin.

Kapag kayo gumawa noon, ok lang. Lalake kayo eh, macho kayo pag ginawa niyo yon. Kaya kami, walang magawa. Magpapakaburo at magpapakamadre nalang. Kapag nagloko na kayo ano pa bang magagawa namin? Eh di iiyak nalang. Wala namang ibang magagawa eh.

Tungkol naman sa tinatawag niyong pagdedemand namin. Hindi kami nagdedemand! Karapatan lang namin iyon. Karapatan namin na lambingin niyo kami, icheck at ipakita sa amin na mahal niyo kami.

Hindi rin ibig sabihin na mas sincere kayo sa amin. Seryoso rin naman kami ah. At ang maturity wala yan sa edad. Mas maaga nga kaming magmature sa inyo. Ang isang 19 year old na lalake eh, isip 15 pa yun. It follows iyan sa lahat ng age group. Mas mataas pa nga kung minsan ang pagbawas ng level of maturity. Kayo na ang mag-math. Pati yung pag-iyak namin pinupuntirya niyo. Kesyo drama daw. Diba kapag umiyak ka nagbuhos ka ng emosyon diyan. Ano tingin niyo sa amin mga artista?!

Alam niyo iyon?

Yun bang kulang na lang ay lumuha ka na ng dugo, pero hindi ka pa rin papansinin. Sasabihan ka pang tigilan na ang pagdradrama.

Hindi nila kami maiintindihan kapag nagseselos kami. Bakit naman kami magseselos kung wala kaming nakikita?

Mas iba kaming magmahal. Mas masarap.

Kapag natapos na ang lambingan, eh di siyempre iwanan blues na. Kami pa raw ang nagsawa, kami pa raw ang nagtritrip lang. Sino ba ang lumalayas kapag may nakita nang bago, sino ba ang mayabang, sino ba ang nagmamalaki? Kami ba? Kami ang walang choice. Kasi ang babae pag sinabing "break na tayo" lambingin lang iyan ng konti balikan blues na iyan.

Kapag ang lalake ang umayaw, pucha, bahala ka diyan. Kahit mag-tambling ka pa sa harap niya. Wa-epek. Umiyak ka ng bato. Wa-epek. Tsk, tsk, tsk. Tapos sila pa raw ang kawawa.

Post-break up, mahal pa ng babae si lalaki. Sasamantalahin ni lalaki. Magpapagawa ng kung anu-ano.

Naaalala ka lang kapag may kailangan sa iyo.

Kapag pumangit ka after the break up, magpapasalamat sila na iniwan ka nila. Kapag gumanda ka naman, ipagkakalat nila sa buong sangkatauhan na naging girlfriend ka niya. Sala sa init sala sa lamig talaga.

Ano ba namang buhay to? Ang hirap ding maging babae ano. Kala nila laging sila nalang. Lagi rin kaming naiiwan sa ere. In-love din kami.

Ang mga lalake talaga, oo.

#repost: M.U. aka Malabong Usapan

Others call it MU or mutual understanding.
Pseudo-relationships.
Pseudo-boyfriends.
Pseudo-girlfriends.
Flings.
Almost a relationship but not quite.

It is a phase where the persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers.

Pwedeng may verbal agreement, pwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-on. Pero sa mga kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo parang kyo pero hindi. 

This kind of relationship can happen at different stages for different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan. It can also happen before a relationship. Yung pareho kayong nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niya munang mag-seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang… Pwede ring hindi pwedeng maging kayo kasi yung isa may ka-relasyon ng iba. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break doon sa gf/bf (sabi niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di naman niya ginawa). Wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangtutwo time kasi “HINDI NAMAN KAYO.” 

This pseudo-relationship stage for a time can be fun. Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng “kalaro”. Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala talagang kasiguraduhan.

So bakit ang daming nag-se-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan? Iba’t-ibang dahilan. Pwedeng for fun lang, for kilig feeling. pwedeng “buti na yan kesa sa wala” or  pwede na yan “pantawid gutom”.

Meaning, habang wala pa yung “the real thing” , doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.

For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think that pseudo relationship is better than no relationship at all, it would be fun if all you are after is that “kilig feeling”. 

But then I learned, that although it was only a pseudo relationship because the emotions were real. And usually in this kind of set-up merong malulugi.......

Ung nainlove sa taong taken na. 

1^st you can’t ask him/her to commit. Since its not really a relationship you can’t demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? “diba wala…” 

You will always be uncertain about your rolein his/her life.. you can’t expect him/her to be always with you. And as you feel jealous of the other boys/girls, you just have to keep it to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos?

2^nd what if you fall deeply in love with him/her? you can’t be sure if he/she feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dying to tell him/her that you love him/her, you can’t because your’e not sure if he/she will like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang. 

This stage will always make you wonder you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all. 

3^rd what if you become attached too much? What if you have invested all your emotions and this man/woman hasn’t? what if you remain faithful to him/her not entertaining other guys/pals, only to find out that he/she is seeing other boys/girls. Isa pang downside ng pseudo relationships, it is fleeting. Yung parang gusto mong tumakas sa lahat ng pain na nararamdaman mo… when a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it. Unlike other relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. 

Kasi sa pseudo relationship…. 

THERE IS NO “US”

MERON LANG “ME & YOU”

HINDI “US”.

#repost: words... words... words...

• daft - crazy, insane
• philanderer - a flirt (man)
• malevolent - evil
• lothario - a handsome, seductive man (aka philanderer)
• male-starved - well, actually there's no need to explain this, i add this cuz i just love this word! hehe.. may kilala akong ganito eh.. joke.. :)
• menial -  of, relating to, or appropriate for a servant.
• pandiculating - aka.. nag iinat habang naghihikab.. hehe
• ennui - boredom; lack of interest
• scion - a descendant
• moromancy - foolish divination
• divination - the art or act of foretelling future events or revealing occult knowledge by means of augury or an alleged supernatural agency
• gnash - to grind (the teeth) together
• emotion-that-must-not-be-named - aka LOVE (hmm.. for people na ayaw ng commitment or not into romantic ek ek.. hahhaha.. di swak for this month, valentines na.. happy valentines everybody!! =p)
• muckracking - the act of exposing a delicate info that would scandalize a known figure normally for the benefit of the greater public and has social relevance
• bissextile - pertaining to the extra day of leap year
• blibula - the spot on a dog's stomach whichm when rubbed, causes his leg/s to shake wildly
• anasarca - extreme generalized edema
• edema - an excessive accumulation of serous fluid in tissue spaces or a body cavity
• xantho - yellow
• scarlet - red
• orchid - scientific name for testes
• schadenfreude - the pleasure one feels upon witness of another person's failure, hurt, and struggle
• milquetoast - a timid person
• aristarch - a severe critic
• burette - a graduated measuring tube with a stopcork.
• caboodle - the whole collection; entire quantity or number
• caboose - a ship's galley; one that follows or brings up the rear
• feisty - quarrelsome
• gnat - any of various small biting flies (british usage)
• wench - a young woman

#repost: Girl Language (reading between the lines pag nag iinarte kami! hehehe)

• if i dont call you (its because im waiting for you to call me)
• when i walk away from you mad (follow me)
• when i stare at your mouth(kiss me)
• when i push or hit you (grab me and dont let go)
• when im quiet (ask me whats wrong!!)
• when i ignore you (give me your attention)
• when i pull away (pull me back)
• when you see me at my worst (tell me im beautiful)
• when you see me start crying (hold me and tell me everything will be alright)

in short:
(kung walang babae.. walang maarte)...
hahahaha =p

old & new

been reading my previous posts, infairness ok naman pala... hehehe.. i deleted some of the entries kasi hindi kagandahan ang laman so feeling ko its time to erase, erase, erase!!! hehehe... at dahil sinisipag akong magblog today (infairness 6am na at hindi pa ko natutulog... hello! may pasok kea ako tom!) pinakialaman ko na rin pati yun template & design ng blog ko. at first, i planned to just change the template kasi boring yun dati kong template... at dahil mahilig akong magclick.. click.. i discover na pde din palang ichange un mga font styles & colors.. kea ayan.. welcome to my improved blog look! hehehe.. at dahil din jan, i decided na ipublish na lang publicly etong blog na to. wala lang! maiba lang... hehehe.. ill post some of my other entries from my other blog.. pero xiempre isscan ko muna yun mejo kapost post.. hehehe.. :)

weeehhhhh!!!! =)

weeehhhh... im so excited (and i just cant hide it... hehehe) lapit na ng bora-iloilo at hk-shenzhen trip namin! yey! sana lang talaga magkabudget... but still, im so freakin excited! may madadagdag na naman sa collections ko ng pictures and xiempre ng experience... weeeehhhhh